It's not like me but I can't help it. I start talking, not raising my voice, but I'm talking. She didn't do anything to provoke it, but I see this as part of the cause. I am talking fast. I'm using words like bitch and whore. I'm using words that don't apply. I use the word fucking whenever I can, for emphasis. What I'm saying doesn't make too much sense but I don't hold back. I am mad and I am getting it all out.